Never in my life did I ever imagine myself to do a skydive. It’s always been one of those things that I always wished I would have the courage to do, but sort of just accepted that it wasn’t ever going to happen. I’m absolutely terrified of heights, for a start. So the thought of jumping 14,000 out of a plane was an insane idea to me. And one that would always be just that, an idea. However, when I arrived in Australia that idea soon began to grow into something more. After meeting so many people in Cairns who had done the Skydive somewhere along the east coast and talked about how absolutely incredible it was despite how terrified of heights they were, a seed was planted. It wasn’t long before I took the plunge and booked my skydive!
The first attempt to skydive was a disaster. The dates got mixed up with the booking agency and we woke up at 8am with a stonking hangover and having only gone to bed 2 hours before. We woke up to a text along the lines of “you’re going skydiving today girls! Pickup at 10am, enjoy!”. Absolutely distraught that we weren’t in any state to dive out of a plane, and also to the fact that we hadn’t had any time to mentally prepare for it, we had no choice but to get on that bus and head to Mission Beach to do what I always said I would never do… A 2 hour bus journey later, one free BBQ lunch, about 4 hours of waiting around at the skydive center, 2 extremely excited ladies, and of course it started raining. So that was it, they sent us back to Cairns. I was gutted. Maybe it was a sign that it just wasn’t meant to be.
But oh no, I wasn’t going to give up. Almost a month later on the 24th December 2013 at 6am, Michelle Harper woke up to the world to face her fears. On the bus journey to Byron Bay I put my headphones in and tried to listen to songs that would motivate me and get me going. You know, songs that would generate inspirational thoughts of you only live once, you should live in the moment, it’s now or never, you get the idea. This somewhat helped to ease the knots in my stomach, but it didn’t change the fact that I was extremely scared and about to dive 14,000 feet out of a aeroplane. Great.
We arrived at the Skydive center and everything seemed to go so fast. Before I knew it I was suited and booted and being ushered onto that plane by my tandem skydive instructor. I was the first of our group on the plane which meant that I was going to be the last to jump. The exact opposite of what I wanted. The plane soon took off and the feeling of nerves started to disappear. I couldn’t stop smiling. I was absolutely beaming from ear to ear and the views on the flight up were incredible! I could see the outline of Byron Bay and the lighthouse that sat on the most easterly point of the whole of Australia. Incredible. Strangely I wasn’t really scared at this point. The adrenaline that was flooding through my body seemed to overcloud the fear and instead make me want to jump. So jump I did!
The Skydive itself happened so fast. The instructors told us to put our goggles on, strapped our harnessess together and opened the door of the plane. Shit. One by one I counted down as people started flopping out of the plane before my eyes. The last person went and I was shuffled to the edge. I felt my legs wrap around the underside of the plane, my head went back, and out we went. Holy shit! In the first few seconds we span and my stomach sunk. Never in my life again do I think that I will experience the feelings I did then. Excitement, horror, adrenaline, drive, disorientation and extreme happiness. Although I was free falling it only really felt like I was floating. The wind was gushing through my ears, past my face and flushing through my mouth, and I could think to do was scream and take in the magnificent views. Out of this world.
After about a minute the free falling was over and the shoot was released. An absolute sigh of relief on my part and we now started our decent sailing to the ground. The instructor let me control the parachute for a while and I took swoops left and right allowing us to speed up and fall deeper south. The experience was going way too fast and almost flashing before my eyes, so I knew that I had to consciously soak up the views and take a mental picture of what was happening before me, before it was all over. The sun was shinning strong over the golden sandy strip of eastern Australian coastline and I’d never felt so content. It’s these experiences and feelings that make travelling worthwhile, and make me realise why I’m here, seeing the world from all kinds of angles.
So there you go. I did it! Hands down one of the best parts of my trip and absolutely no regrets. If a girl who is terrified of heights and had absolutely no intention of ever skydiving, can do a skydive – then so can you! Oh not once did I meet a person who said they regretting jumping out of that plane either. I would encourage anyone to do it if you’re considering it because all of the worries and fears that I had about the skydive seemed completely silly and pointless after I’d jumped. Go for it! 😉